Essays


Catalyst Design—The Medium and Mode of Change

In the opinions of most, art and design aren’t the first things that come to mind when socioeconomic justice or environmental sustainability comes up in conversation. Many pin the creative field as an artsy-fartsy preoccupation that’s impact goes no deeper than the aesthetic it achieves. However, many are trying to change these somewhat true notions. People like Emily Pilloton, Valerie Casey, and Gadi Amit are preaching a new kind of creative mentality. These designers aren’t just in it to gain the façade of a goody two-shoes reputation, but to devote their lives to shifting industry paradigms. Making their work a testimony of all the possibilities of the creative product, these designers live by a manifesto that proclaims, “…beauty is a very positive, visceral force that we should harness for sustainability" (Sacks)...

Primal Instinct in an Exponential World

As I was preparing my lunch I heard a familiar annoyance-inducing buzz come from the window in my kitchen. A fly desperately trying to escape, bashed against the pane again and again. Overwhelmed by my inability to ignore the irritation, all I wanted to do was to smash it against that glass so that the noise would stop. In simultaneous strokes of insight and irony, I realized that I had entered into the middle of both a blatant and underlying cycle of window bashing- the cycle of acting the same and expecting different outcomes. While the unproductive pattern of the fly was self-explanatory, the internal dynamic that occurred between the fly and myself raised a seemingly invisible red flag. Although my potential actions were triggered by a fight or flight stimulus and the extent of the damage I could cause would be limited by personal skill and force, in times when individuals have access to both knowledge and power beyond their otherwise limited means, the damage of one’s personal instinct can produce a catalytic cycle that would inevitably harm its initiator...

The Paradox of Privilege—A Generation of Opportunity and Immobility

For decades, eager, caring parents have worked to pass the keys of affluence down to their children. With them handed off, it is promised that doors of opportunity will fly open and the roads to success will be paved, enabling the children of the next generation to forge ahead onto their bright, carefree futures. Taking precautions to protect their offspring from every hindrance, caretakers rest assured their children are supplied with all the provisions needed to facilitate their inevitable successes. However, this seemingly flawless system has a paradoxical shortcoming; in sheltering children from these hardships, adolescents are prevented from attaining the work ethic required to pursue the very opportunities their parents worked so hard to provide for them. This protection has injured Generation Y’s ability to become meaningful contributors to society—for adversity, not prosperity, develops the tools needed for success...

Unique Like Everyone Else

Lounging on the arms of pleasant conversation in my neighbor’s suite, I sat back and listened. Murmurs of small talk awkwardly wafted around the corners of the living room to meet the passionate breath of deep philosophical exchange in the center. Then, from across the room, with such a fabricated disdain I hear, “Passion Pit is so out! I used to like them, but now I just can’t anymore; everyone else likes them.” Frustrated, while guiltily empathetic, I thought, “What a hipster,” but instead attempted the undoubtedly fruitless counter, “Why don’t you just form your musical taste on what you actually like, rather than on what everyone else likes?” I never did hear her reply, but I certainly was faced with a disturbing internal paradox—I understood the emotional proclivity to value the lesser known, but I couldn't deny the irrationality of rejecting one’s own interests for the sake of a contrived individuality. Ironically enough, this compulsion—to unconditionally reject the mainstream in hopes of obtaining uniqueness—is a popular trend many find themselves conforming to. While figures of hipsterdom past may have been characterized by their genuinely progressive cultural attitudes, so-called hipsters of today have habitually become the shells of their originating predecessors, merely contriving the countercultural façade. Those perceived to be hipsters in modern culture misrepresent the very movement they aim to imitate...


Poetry


Key

Laced together, chips of fear and faith crush,

fall and dissolve in my palms.

I want to be the innocent of that ignorant paradox,

the one when thesauruses roamed the earth.

Pony-Tale

Fuzzy licks of hope tickle at my whims.

Yearning for assuring trust seems to numb the grim.

But “Will you? Won’t you? Will you? Won’t you’s”

allow a fate of tries.

Freedom’s Ring

Every step and every word

have changed the paths of time.

Blinded by drill of plans

which have become our minds,

Prioritized

Moments will pass without a goodbye;

For just more of moments to ask reasons why,

all pass, as they go to reach to a place

which’s ground you have covered and decided you’d stay.

Incentives of a Mockingbird

Reading is not a simple matter of waiting on a text,

it takes some time, line by line to do what will come next.

Don’t wait around without a sound for choices to be made,

but instead take your chance to be the road not paved.


Blog Posts


Expectations as Life Placebos

How incredibly frightening and empowering that we, more than any other force, control how we perceive, feel, and understand. We wake up on the right side of the bed and woosh our day is destined to hold a grandeur the others did not possess. But…

The Insanity of Sanity

Sometimes I question whether sanity is really healthy…to be able to block out what disturbs me to get through the day. Maybe those who have become overcome with all the pain of this world are more in touch with reality than the rest of us-…

The Realm of Possibility

Plans create the imaginary landscape we, over time, work to create; they guide our mico-decisions so that we can reach our macro-goals; and they allow us the comfort in knowing that the nature of life we’re living today, we can more consistently depend on being…

Chaos Theory and The Power of Intuition

The idea that the most seemingly minuscule decisions we and others make have the potential of changing the course of our lives or even human history can be an intimidating and overwhelming prospect to say the least. But what is more scary is that we…

The Disempowering Temptation to Self Objectify

It’s an extremely unsettling sensation- to simultaneously be disgusted by those who objectify themselves or others for the sake of social acceptance and approval, while also feeling the urge to “out-objectify” them because I feel like I am in competition with or even the need…

The Logic of Forgiveness

The state of the world at any given time is a product of the choices of all who live in it. And on the most basic and practical level, the world depends on the actions and reactions of each of us. Every action we take…

Seeing The World in Focus

So often we see, hear…live unfocused, on autopilot. We put our blinders on as we walk; we hear but do not listen; we see but do not internalize. We notice the herds of people around us migrating furiously to their destinations, but we pass over…

Supporting Evils that do Good?

Today I had an experience that was very emotionally difficult. After watching this video and reading this infographic and this infographic , I was talking with one of my friends about the disparity between the amount the US spends on the military vs. on foreign…

In Defense of Losing Yourself

It’s strange how in the moments when you’re overwhelmed with the joy of giving all you have away and truly appreciating the beauty of the world it’s almost as if you meld and fade into your experiences and cease to exist. But in the moments…

Invisible Injustice

It’s scary to think that entire parts of our lives may in fact be unknowingly harmful. You buy a sweater and you don’t even think about it. It looks good on you and the price is right. But what you don’t know is that the…

Unlabeled Spirituality

I have always been one to believe that a fluctuating while absolute reality exists, but I also know that I have not even the slightest conception of the full breadth and depth of what exists beyond the limited dimension in which we live and perceive…

The Impact of Ideas

As mysteriously synchronous as it may be, this new year has come along with one of the most cathartic epiphanies I’ve had in a very long time— I now realize how powerfully the negative thoughts I counted as fact in my life impacted the way…